i want to be a really happy person. like, i don’t want to be pissed off at little actions of others. i want to have a carefree attitude about life. i want to be able to laugh a lot. i want to be able to let go and believe everything will work out. i want to have fun but i still want to be in control.
but i’m not a happy person. i get mad over the littlest things. i have horrible anxiety. i laugh and smile, but inside i don’t want to. i can’t let go. i always hope for the worst. i think this is a little out of control.
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